Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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12:00 pm
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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1:34 pm
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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11:03 pm
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went to su dudes house 2day with cass em & dayna..we watched grsttica..it was good except for a certain scene at the end..we missed you courtyou :( tonight i was setting up my answering maching thingy on my cell and in the beginning it plays hawthron heights..woot woot..tomorrow i get 2 go into the city with the family..see ya laters
current mood:  content
current music: hawthron heights- screen writting an appology
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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10:47 pm
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that was the pic i tried 2 post in the last entry..but thanks 2 court i got it right this time :) yes i no its kinda hard 2 see the pic {WTC with buildings} but thats cause i was using color negitives with a black & white enlarger..hehe..and heres a pic of cass me 7 court when we were at cassies house once {court made us diff. colors}..
 lilqaurtz26: look we are blueberries
^^court is soo right..were blueberries^^
 uuussssssssssssss
 were making silly faces ;)
current mood:  energetic
current music: first period english- preppy poser
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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5:59 pm
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the other night i had the weridest dream..i was in the cafitra at school and instead of being with kevin sabby & ian like always i was with adam..adam hoo i havent tlaked to in like a month..me and adam were sitting on the floor leaning our backs agaisnt the windows and i was sitting between his legs & he had both his arms around me and we just sat there silently..ppl came up 2 us and asked us 2 walk around with them but me and adam just kept sitting there..silently..and some how without saying anything was ok..like i didnt have 2 tell him that ive been wanting 2 talk 2 him and just sitting there was the way of telling him that..it was kinda werid cause i dont even really like him that much and we dont talk like we usued to and yet during the dream everything was ok and better than wat it is in real life..i guess thats why they call it a dream..
so it turns out i did get my darkroom 4 xmas..and i spent all yesterday setting it up and making the room light-proof..i didnt have black & white film yesterday so i used an old negitive that was color just 2 test everything out cause i wanted 1 use it sooooooo dam bad..i made a print of the WTC that i took when i was like 6 yrs. old..kinda sad pic but i liked it..and it turned out a greyish-greenish color {cause i usued the wrong negitives on perpose}..u can kinda see the photo tho.. see..it also looks fed up cause i wasnt careful when i was working on it cause i didnt think it would turn out good so there r spots on it..oh well..today my dad got me black and white film and im already done with half the roll..i plan on finishing it 2night so then i can develope it..i dont no why im writting all of this here..its not as if ppl actually care about the pics im gonna develope..buh bye <3
current mood:  curious
current music: the early november- baby blue
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Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
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10:26 pm
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9:17 pm
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havent updated in a while {computer was broken}..still cant get aim 3 redownload so im stuck with aol which i never go on so no 1 has my aol sn & i dont have any1s sn on my aol buddy list..im me sometime until aim is downloaded {aol sn = syosemy}..this week was ok..nothing to exciting..today during itlian had to presnt thing project and someone shut a rubber band at me..luckaly for this person i happen to love this person so its all good..2morrows xmas eve {which means presents}..hoping for a darkroom againbut that seems unlikely..
<3em
P.S.--everyone shoot rubber bands at jillian when u see her :)
current mood:  satisfied
current music: my chemical romance- ghost of you
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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9:50 pm
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today was a fairly good day..afetr school i stayed after for fla with some totally cool people..me cass court & ian ordered a pizza..hung out with the jtwins, nicole, sudha, & robbie..then after the late buses were gone we realized the pizza didnt come yet..so me & cassie wait by the door {cause its too cold 3 wait outside {hehe}}..then i say 2 cass 'that car sorta looks like a pizza delivery car' but we dont go out so we ask ryan to go out and ask the guy if hes our pizza delievery dude..and he was!! so we gave ryan some pizza 4 being so cool..then we meet up with alana..she told us about these hott pics she has and she sent them to me..let me tell you these pics are to die for..wish i was there when they were taken..
last night i asked my brother if i could drop my multimedia class cause i hate it sooooooo so much..he siad it might be 2 late and it was sad..but i found out i could drop it at the beginning of the 3rd quater..so 2day when i get home my mom listens 2 a message when im in my room and then she calls me down witha series voice and says 'do u like ur multimedia clas' & im thinking 2 myself 'ohh shit someone called here saying i was sleeping in the nurses office instead of going 2 that boring class' and she goes on about it and says that edwin was conserened that sopmething might be wrong cause i wanted to drop the class..isnt that sweet..edwin went to our parents cause he was worried about me..i love u edwin!!..turns out mother didnt find out about me sleeping instead of going to class & she siad that dropping the class was up to me but the class might 'help my gpa at the ned of the yr' so now i like really wanna drop it but if i tell mother that im droping it shell be a little upset :/
current mood: satisfied
current music: green day- boulevard or broken dreams
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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10:19 pm
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i feel sick and in more than one way..physically & emotionally..i really do feel sick and im sick of this town & ppl living here..they make me wanna leave for good {which i no i say all the time but thats jokingly and this is 4 real} or i just wanna hang myself becuase of this place..which tie should i use..my dads & look all like an insurenace dude or one of my brothers and look like i work at shoprite {even tho i will be working there in a few months}..ugh enough about the ppl that really should even desver a sec in this entry or any entry..ive realized that its hard 4 me to tell ppl how i actually feel..ya this is random..i should go 2 some group therapy thing so i get used 2 telling ppl how i feel..ok thats just a litte werid & i really gotta pee so bye..
<3em
P.S.--stefy is love..& remeber..i wont i really really wont just dont hold me to my promise if i see jake or a group doing it..stefy & emy = gr8ness
current mood:  nauseated
current music: green day- bolavard of broken dreams
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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4:05 pm
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i dont no how 2 start this off..i guess i wanted 2 update cause i finially figuared something out..something that my friends didnt get & even i didnt get..i made up a stupid excuse..but now i have a real reason & the real reason im doing this almost seems more retarded than my 1st excuse..its like it {or you} have taken over my whole life..am i really doing this just because of you?? its funny..when im near u..i feel fine..like everything is just put on hold and all that matters is u being near me..but the fact is..we arent near each other enough and it makes me go crazy..so crazy that im doing that thing..it actually makes me quite sick that im doing this 4 you and you have no idea..writting this is making me start 2 cry so i better go and try 2 get you and the thought of me doing wat im doing just 4 you out of my head..
<3em
--i hate the way you make me act..but i love the way you make me feel--
current mood:  lonely
current music: the early november
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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10:46 pm
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yesterday the danish basketball team came..the guy eddie got is named fredrick & hes 6'7''..all of them r soo tall..eddie & fred said that all the girls think this one guy is hott {and i can see y} so the guy is telling the girls that hes gay so they will leave him along..smart..fred wrote out this whole sheet of sayings in danish for my brother & eddie said hes gonna make me a copy..my favorite saying on the sheet is 'ur mom is my hoe'..hehe..we got pics..ill put them up eventully..oh and the pics i put on from the other day at school i dont think im gonna put up again..2 lazy..court said she might put them on tho..at the danish vs. syosset game we actually won!! i think it was 62-45..i hung out with shairy & matt & some of there friends..it was fun..we think one of the danish kids looks like ron from harry potter..my throat hurts..colds suck..right now im making my nails all sexy..white with pink designs :) 2morrow fred and his whole team leave :( this makes me sad..i wish they could have stayed longer..oh well..im thristy so im gonna go get some vanilla coke :) buh bye..
current mood:  sore
current music: the used- souds effects & overdramatics
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
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3:28 pm
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( school yesterday )
current mood:  creative
current music: my chemical romace- the gosht of you
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Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
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10:32 pm
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2day was ok..i think my math teacher is on 2 me about cutting class..but on th. i have an actuall reason 2 cut {hehe} 2day i stayed after school with some coolio ppl..i had the song 'im a little tea pott' stuck in my head but i kept on 4getting the words so court wrote them on my stomach so i wouldnt 4get..were 2 cool..ian said i had a beer belly {he sounds like edwin} but the omars like 'no shes just skinny'..rnt beer belly and skinny 2 different things tho??..oh well..oh and..i may be the last to do this but {dont do it, u can consider urself dead?}..
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. my color eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?:
current mood: calm
current music: hawthrone heights
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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7:56 pm
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under construction {again}
..trying to repimp my lj cause it isnt cool enough :) so if u see my lj looking messed up over the next few days..have no worries..emily is here to make her lj normal again..trying 2 do hw but cant concentrate so im in a chat room with cass court alex & brad and we all want each other 2 comment on each others lj..wat an overly interesting time we r having..today i painted my nails some werid redish- pinky thing..i like the color better in the bottle :( ..i think sometime im gonna paint my nails all white and then take a baby pink and make a desing over the white..thatd look cool..wat design should i put on my nail?! on sunday we r having a danish exchange student come 2 our house..edwins on varsity & the vasristy time is having a danish team come 2 america and spend a nigth at a players house..then on the next day they get 2 play each other in basketball and b4 the game they exchange gifts..this will be a game im not missing {& edwin said i could take pics of the danish kid that we get}..which reminds me..every person that i have told 'oh im getting a danish kid 4 a day' they have said back to me something like 'o0o0oh emilys gonna be with some hott danish kid'..when i told cass we planned it so that if the danish kid is hott that ill 'mistakenly' go into the bathroom when hes in there and some how have a camera in my hand..wat ever shall i take pics of?!
current mood:  flirty
current music: my chemical romance- you no what they do to guys like us..
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Monday, November 22nd, 2004
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8:47 pm
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today was a pretty boring day..im proud of my slef cause i actually went 2 math and stayed the whole time!! it was such a lonnnng class..it was werid having a ful pr of math {i had skipped most of math class 4 the last week 4 those of u hoo didnt no}..2day stef was in lunch pr. so me her & ian were outside and i was trying 2 do my scince hw but the 2 of them didnt no wat the fuck was going on and they were being all werid and i was really trying hard 2 concentrate on my hw {cough} and they said i was getting mad and ian was all 'awwwww emily ur so cute when ur mad' and id be like 'wtf do u mean im cute when im mad..im just trying 2 get some hw done 4 a change' and ians all 'aww see your so cute..stef did u see how cute she was'..i didnt no cute = a mad emily ?! did u no that?! i bet u didnt!! 2night my mom gave me this new nailpolish..it spelt good..did i write about friday night?! did i?! i do not no..anyways friday i went 2 the mall with cass & court and we met nicole & stef there and it seemed like everyone we new was there..and i had promised my self that id be good and wouldnt take anything {even wore a tank tip so i wouldnt be able 2} and wat do i do?! i fucking take stuff..gr8 job emily..
current mood: high
current music: my chemical romance- helana
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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4:56 pm
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Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
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9:49 pm
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2day was pretty sweet..haha i used the word sweet in describing my day..me and naihla cut 3rd {gym/wellness}..we saw these hot jrs so we were following them a little and then we were like 'go down this hall way so they dont no we r following them' but then they went in there class room and that was that..we got cookies :) naihla said that my outfits {that i dont wear on gym days} are cool..it made me feel sepical 4..the i cut math {6th pr}..sooooo fun..it was courts stefs & jackies lunch pr and cass cut also..me and cass got sooo high cause we were cutting and we were like screaming in the cafeiteria and jumping around and spinning each other..it was entertaining..i think some ppl thought we were completely smoking right b4 6th..oh well..then since i left my books in my 6th pr class i made ian go back and get them with me at the break between 6th anf 7th but there was a class in there and i was scared 2 go in {hehe} a sephmore more said i could go in so i did..then me and ian went 2 my locker and than 2 lunch and we met up with naihla {hoo had a free then}then the 3 of us met up with sabby & kevin and went outside 2 the gazbo..me and naihla got scared of the guys so we sat in the chairs that were out there and then ian decided he would show me his ass..after school i hung out with cass court ian & evan..me and evan were blancing on the red thingy by the track and the track ppl go mad {hehe} then when we were walking towards south woods the lacross team was likt running our way and ians like 'aaaaaa u guys..i think we should move'..it was scarey seeing a ballion guys from lacross run at u..then we went back 2 the hs and hung out with jackie jillian sabby brianna travis..meet omar..than i went home and hoo did i get 2 hang out with?!? none other than tery & robert..i miss then cause i never see them anymore :( we hung out at terys house 4 a little and then i had 2 go 2 the ortho..& there u have it ladys & gents..emily marie shantzs wounderful day..
p.s.--today i wore the necklace & earing court got me and they were hott {jus like my socks yesterday {hehe}}
current mood:  nerdy
current music: the used- sound effects of overdramatics
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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10:38 pm
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November 13, 2003 & November 13, 2004
^^days i officaly hate & can die^^
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seems that i have had the worst two fucking birthdays in a row..as if last year wasnt bad enought..we had this years fucking birthday!!..i hope next year we can just skip november 13 and go from the 12th to the 14th..and wats the point of asking for a gift when you dont even fucking get that one that i wanted..i hate you..hope you no that you bitchy fat ass whore
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to my friends that got me something 4 my birthday..i love you..the thing above is for my fucked up family hoo i hope dies from something terribly horrible..fucking jackasses
current mood:  pissed off
current music: the used- im a fake
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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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11:38 pm
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havent updated in a while..not gonna write about every single thing ive done since my last update like i usually do..saw tery robert & edward..halloween was good {we got onads}..stole somoe more stuff..aaa say wat {hoo said that}..lifes been interesting..ya
the other day edwin dumbed the popcorn on my head and repeativly said 'HAHA U HAVE POPCORN AND SALT ALL OVER YOUR HAIR'..nice brother..ehh?
today i was studing..right..well i feel asleep studing..edwin came into my room woke me up and asked me wat i was doing so i said 'wat do i think im doing' {said that cause i thought it was a trick ? and didnt no wat 2 say} edwin asked me wat i was doing again..so i looked at the clock hoping the time would remind me of something i had 2 do..the clock said 8:02..so i said 2 edwin 'oh shit..we're late 4 school' and i got up really quick and then stopped when i noticed edwin was just standing there laughing at me..ya..it was 8:02 AT NIGHT MOTHER FUCKERS..go me and my telling time skills..now i feel way 2 awake..cause when i find out im late 4 school i always go really fast and i went really fast and now im feel really awake and sorta tired at the same time..good night to that..
current mood: awake
current music: hawthrone heights- silver bullet
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Saturday, October 30th, 2004
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1:27 pm
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You Are a Little Scary |
You've got a nice edge to you. Use it. |
hehe..on wed. we had an ax fit after school..see i stole kevins ax during the day and then after school i had the smart idea of getting a lighter and using it with the ax so me cas court justin & hunz were lighting it a little {in the gazibo..made completely out of wood} and then we seekevin coming so me and justin run with the ax so kevin doesnt see it..but then as we go back to them, justin sprays me like crazy with the ax..then all the guys just kept on spraying me cass & court with the ax all over..our legs, arms, body, even my hair!! smelt like ax..then we finally stopped atfer ten hours of doing this..and we went out by the late busses but jillian is allregic 2 ax and we smelt like it sooo much so she started coughing really bad..i felt bad cause u could smell us from far away {me court & alex tested it out}..thursday we had 2 help out with FLA for setting up 4 a halloween party at baylis..we walked 2 the plainveiw shoping center and back..then we had 2 set up spider webs outside on the bushes..it took the 3 of us like 40 min cause we had noooo idea wat so ever of wat we were doing..4 being so boring it was actually pretty fun..and yesterday me and cassie went 2 the south grove party and were hanging out with tery and robert and then edward came a little later..it was fun..and then later me and court might go catch a movie..to-da-loo
current mood:  chipper
current music: a static lullaby
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